Thank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jan. 5th, 2008 06:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
apieceofcakeDear Flist,
Thank you very much for all the wishes, emails, e-cards, blinkies, drawings, picspams, virtual gifts, Dean banner, and Sam/Dean drabble, you sent/posted for my birthday yesterday!!
I have an awesome flist and I was touched , and at times gobsmaked..LOL!
THANK YOU !!!!!!!!
*Many huggles*
Jo.
xx.
Didn't do anything special, but it was a damn sight better than last year when amongst other things the window got smashed again.
The girls don't go back to school until Monday, so Lauren and I watched Hairspray which she got for Xmas.
Whilst I was impressed with John Travolta in that getup, and Michelle Pfeiffer who has always been one of my favourite actresses..Lauren was crushing over Zac Efron..LOL!
We had Chinese for dinner, and no I didn't have any birthday cake! I wasn't going to bake my own one, so Gemma turned round and said she was going to put candles on a Christmas Pudding!! So that's what we did..LMAO!!
After I got Chloe to bed, I was where else but on the computer! Only I saw this awesome Dean Winchester S2 picspam by![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
justfreefallin, and that was me gone...spent the next couple of hours making Dean banners..20 of them! And that was only half way through the picspam! I'm hopeless..
Then I finished off the evening by reading a fic where Jensen falls ill on a flight to Australia *g*. Sick Jensen or Dean is one of my major kinks, so I went to bed happy!!!
Took me hell of a long time to get to sleep though, I just couldn't switch off.
ETA: Vae wrote me more Sean/Jensen fic, it's in the comments *g* SQUEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you very much for all the wishes, emails, e-cards, blinkies, drawings, picspams, virtual gifts, Dean banner, and Sam/Dean drabble, you sent/posted for my birthday yesterday!!
I have an awesome flist and I was touched , and at times gobsmaked..LOL!
THANK YOU !!!!!!!!
*Many huggles*
Jo.
xx.
Didn't do anything special, but it was a damn sight better than last year when amongst other things the window got smashed again.
The girls don't go back to school until Monday, so Lauren and I watched Hairspray which she got for Xmas.
Whilst I was impressed with John Travolta in that getup, and Michelle Pfeiffer who has always been one of my favourite actresses..Lauren was crushing over Zac Efron..LOL!
We had Chinese for dinner, and no I didn't have any birthday cake! I wasn't going to bake my own one, so Gemma turned round and said she was going to put candles on a Christmas Pudding!! So that's what we did..LMAO!!
After I got Chloe to bed, I was where else but on the computer! Only I saw this awesome Dean Winchester S2 picspam by
justfreefallin, and that was me gone...spent the next couple of hours making Dean banners..20 of them! And that was only half way through the picspam! I'm hopeless..Then I finished off the evening by reading a fic where Jensen falls ill on a flight to Australia *g*. Sick Jensen or Dean is one of my major kinks, so I went to bed happy!!!
Took me hell of a long time to get to sleep though, I just couldn't switch off.
ETA: Vae wrote me more Sean/Jensen fic, it's in the comments *g* SQUEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Date: 2008-01-05 07:21 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-01-05 08:17 pm (UTC)xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 07:22 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-01-05 08:18 pm (UTC)xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 07:41 pm (UTC)ooooh intriguing fic, where's this then? *g*
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:15 pm (UTC)The fic is Sometimes, Koalas Just Won't Do (http://sparklingrocks.livejournal.com/72344.html) by
Thanks Amy :-)
xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 07:49 pm (UTC)Mmmh, Chinese. Oh, and I can't wait for your new arts. The picscam is really awesome ^.^
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:20 pm (UTC)Yeah it is, I've only seen half of it..LOL! As I have already done 20, I suppose I should post them before looking at the over half as I might get sidetracked again ;-)
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Date: 2008-01-05 07:57 pm (UTC)oh I wanna read that fic sounds great
glad your day was nice hon *hugs*
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:17 pm (UTC)The fic is Sometimes, Koalas Just Won't Do (http://sparklingrocks.livejournal.com/72344.html) by
Thanks Robyn :-)
xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:20 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:05 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-01-05 08:21 pm (UTC)xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:08 pm (UTC)Happy belated birthday.
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:22 pm (UTC)Thank you *huggles*
xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 09:25 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:17 pm (UTC)Happy Belated Birthday!! :)
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:23 pm (UTC)xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 08:21 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-01-05 08:24 pm (UTC)Thank you very much *huggles*
xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 09:54 pm (UTC)I'm bad at remembering BD in RL too..
But here goes:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE!
You are such a great lj friend!!
Your art is always fab.
You rec the best fics. (We got a very similar fic taste I think)
The only vids I watch are the one you rec..
I'm glad we're on each other flists!!
*hugs*
<3 <3 <3
xx
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Date: 2008-01-06 01:41 am (UTC)xx.
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Date: 2008-01-05 10:43 pm (UTC)~~~
It's way past morning when Sean finally cranks his eyes open. At least, it's probably still morning. It's full daylight outside, pouring in through open curtains in an attempt to fucking blind him, blinking hard until his eyes adjust and he can focus on the LCD display of the alarm clock. Yeah, still morning. Pretty much.
Morning, and quiet. Too quiet.
Rolling over, he shades his eyes with one hand, squinting across the bed to confirm what he already knows. After all, there's no warmth there, no dip to the mattress, no sound of anyone else, and yeah. No one else in the room. Jen's gone.
But that's okay, right? Maybe Jen's just in the bathroom, or through in the kitchen. Sean's pretty sure that Jen wouldn't just take off without saying goodbye. Not after last night. Because, shit, messy's come to visit and doesn't look like leaving any time soon, judging by the hollow ache that grows colder and heavier in his chest as he checks. Not in the bathroom, and there's no trace of him left in the bedroom. Jen's clothes are gone, and there's no sign of a note.
Fuck.
Dropping back onto the bed, Sean drapes an arm over his eyes, trying not to think. His body's still aching with the reminders of last night, and he's pretty sure that when he finds a mirror, he'll see visible reminders, too. Still, it was just one night, that's all. One night of sex. Fucking incredible sex, intense and joyous and better than anything he can remember that's not probably tinged with nostalgia, but still, just sex.
Sex and Jen's smile and Jen's laugh and the taste of sunshine and that hint of vulnerability and a man who plays pool like a pro and teases his friends and fuck, he's so screwed.
Just sex. It becomes a mantra he repeats to himself in the shower, soaping the traces of Jen's scent off of his skin. Just sex. It washes through his hair, rinsing out with the shampoo. Just sex. It towels off when he dries himself, swirls down the sink when he shaves, soaks into his skin with a brisk application of balm. Just sex.
He's still barefoot when he emerges, wandering through to the kitchen in search of coffee and breakfast. Jeans and a sweater, hair tousled from a careful arrangement of gel. Just in case.
Just sex.
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Date: 2008-01-05 10:43 pm (UTC)"Good night?"
Just sex, Sean reminds himself sternly, and spends an extra few seconds refilling his mug, adding milk this time. He's not the slightest bit disappointed than Jensen's not there. "Yeah, thanks. Is...I guess Jewel's still sleeping off the whiskey, right?"
Matt's a great guy, he knows that, he's just...Jewel's a friend. Closer than his sister, in some ways. Teases him harder than Tara, for definite, but he can talk to Jewel, about anything. He's never felt comfortable talking to Matt about personal stuff, tension knotting between his shoulders right now. But Jewel, well, he could take her a coffee or something, find out what the fuck she was playing at last night, what she's said to Jensen. If Jen's said anything to her...
But no, Matt's shooting him a surprised look, Teddy stirring to come over and say hello, and it's automatic to squat down and pat the mutt, avoiding Matt's eyes, but not his words. "She's at work, Sean. Jen gave her a lift on his way in." The smile's clearly audible. "Not that she's in any fit state to work, God, you should have seen her go for the coffee. Even worse than you."
That's not exactly news, considering the state Jewel had been in last night. That Jen's gone and Jewel's gone is news, though, not exactly welcome news, either. Shit, what if Jewel's getting a full run-down of the night? Instinct insists that Jen wouldn't do that, but he doesn't know, not really. He knows where Jen's ticklish, knows the places that make him squirm, the soft hollow behind his ear that brings the sweet pleading moan, knows the sound of Jen's fall...but he's only spent one evening with the man. He doesn't know Jensen.
So fucking screwed by how much he wants to.
Just sex.
A hand falls warm on his shoulder, and Sean glances up, startled, to find Matt looking down at him, an unreadable expression on his face. "Go easy on Jen, 'k? He's a good friend."
"Right." Sean's not quite sure whether to feel offended that Matt feels the need to tell him to go easy, or ask what kind of 'good friend' sneaks off without a word, or latch onto the notion that a 'good friend' is going to get in touch sometime. Somehow. He settles for standing up (though not far enough, apparently every man in this country's a fucking giant, he's still looking up at Matt) and taking another swallow of his coffee, shrugging off the hand. "I'm gonna go run through some poses." Hearing his own words, he winces inwardly, and tries for a smile. "Sorry, I just...mornings, y'know?"
Matt holds his gaze for a long moment and then nods, thankfully not pushing the subject any further. "Check your phone when you're done, right?"
Nodding back, Sean drains his mug and sets it down on the counter before heading back to the bedroom to go through his morning yoga routine. Matt's instruction confuses him rather, since he always checks his phone after yoga. Trying before just results in frustration, and he'd end up listening to the messages again afterwards to make sense of them, anyway. It's not like anyone's going to contact him about anything urgent, and he can definitely wait to hear Jewel crowing over her successful set-up.
Twenty minutes later, body at rest and mind somewhere approaching peaceful, he sits on the edge of the bed, picking up his cellphone from the nightstand, and finishes the final breathing exercises as it starts up.
Voicemail.
One new message. Not from Jewel - from a number he doesn't recognize. And a voice he does.
"Hey, Sean, this is kinda...shit, okay, I don't...I'm coming, woman, hold your horses! Look, I'm sorry I had to shoot through, schedules and stuff, you know how it is, right? Anyway, uh, this is Jensen, and I kinda stole your number while you were sleeping, but anyway, yeah, Jewel's about to kill me, I think, just...gimme a call sometime, yeah?"
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Date: 2008-01-06 01:36 am (UTC)Thanks so much Vae, that was a lovely, lovely, lovely surprise.
*huggles you again*
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Date: 2008-01-08 10:54 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-01-06 01:33 am (UTC)God..Vae, when I saw this..LOL! *hugs you tight*
Oh poor Sean...so not just Sex!
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Date: 2008-01-06 03:25 am (UTC)hope you have an awesome day!! *hugs tight*
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Date: 2008-01-06 07:02 am (UTC)♥
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